Hi Lucy, yikes, I think it's everything you posted.... especially your last post. I find it to be like the flu... sometimes you just have to be sick a day or two, otherwise your 'cold' lasts unnecessarily long. Anyway you can spare a day in bed with chocolate and Cary Grant? You're so not alone, we have many posts here about depression and frustration. It'll pass, better if you let have its day... but then take over again.

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