lindy,
i agree with shauna!
every one of us has strengths and weaknesses,
and the "healthiest" people in the world can develop a health problem at any time,
you just know what you're challenge is,
hopefully you see on here all of the stories of couples and realize, our partners don't see illness when they see us, they see someone who loves them, someone who they love.
some met their spouse before their illness manifested itself, others well after, so, i do believe you will find someone to share your life with, if that is what you want, and i do believe whole heartedly, not only do you deserve love, but that you have so many special gifts to share, that other person would be lucky to have found you.