LIterally everything you just described is me, Being in denial about my situation, remission for the past few years. But this year i had such bad pain that I was depressed, didnt leave my house for 4 weeks, using a cane when i really should have been in a wheel chair.
I am on enbrel now and it seems to be working. ITs hard to get out, and i am still a little depressed about it all. I aged 50 years in those four weeks, and am trying to return to being as normal of a 26 year old as possible.
Best of luck
