wow, been a long time since I've been here. I guess I was in denial and did'nt want to talk about what I was going through. Well in the last five years I've fused considerably. I'm 44yrs old now and in January of this year I took a fall and broke my spine. I had to have surgery to have titanium rods put in to support it and now I have VERY limited movement in it. I think the surgeon told me it was L1 to L3 but I'm not sure.
Anyways, I've become very depressed and even suicidal...living alone does'nt help. I'm hoping you will all accept me back and give me your support. I'm not sure if any long time members remember who I was but I used to be a bit of a wise [*bleep*] here always cracking jokes...anyways even though I'm still the same person I'm not the same person.