Stever!
So glad you are here. So freaking sorry for the [*bleep*] you've been through. Please excuse my Irish.
I think it is really wise of you to reach out for support. That isn't easy to do when you are depressed, so I'm very much inspired by you. Asking for help is at times hard for me. Like, All of the Times!
Please keep showing up, I will look for you.