Jan l am so sorry to hear your news l totally understand how you feel as l lost my Mam quick too 21 months ago in sim ilar circumstances and like your Mam my Mam was so strong and vibrant and l loved her so. She was wonderful,and l was truly blessed x I think of how lucky l was it keeps me sane l dont know what elese to say to you because as l discovered there are no words. Take care and my thoughts are with you all xxx