I hope you can overcome the nervousness of injecting yourself. I remember how nervous I would get when I first started. It was very difficult,I would nearly passout at the thought of it. After a couple of months,I felt improvement in my symptoms from the Humira,so I got less nervous and started to welcome the injections because they helped me so much. Personally,I found that the actual syringe was easier than the pens. I make a game out of it,first cleaning the site to be injected thoroughly,then I pinch up the skin and subcutaneous layer. I know the medicine is going to help me feel better and that helps. If you know how to meditate,that really helps. I form the word RELAX in my mind and then spell it out one letter at a time,giving a color to each one....R is red ,E is yellow,L is blue,A is brown,X is green...that sort of thing....and repeat this over and over untill I'm calm......try it.. hope it helps.


Okay,maybe this is where you talk about yourself....I've had AS for 40+ yrs. My father and older brother too. I have acute Uveitis. I take Humira once a week and Votaren XR 100mg 1x daily. I've had flares off and on again all my life,but in 2009 the Uveitis kicked in and my AS went thru the roof.....today,it's not as bad,but I still have some bad days.I focus on life and laughter and honestly wake up with a song in my heart and a smile on my face everyday