Hi Liz
It is amazing how pain can be a tie to someone. In a sad and ironic way we are all bonded together with pain,sadness etc. etc. It does help to hear that others understand your pain. There is a chance that the remicade will continue to work for you. You may not build antibodies against it, so my fingers are crossed. I remember saying when I was on remicade and doing so well, that even if the feeling didn't last I would be happy to have the time that I did. When the pain came back with avengance, I thought to myself, "CRAP I want more-I didn't really mean what I said-give me back my pain free existance!"
[growl](I was trying to find a mean face, but I guess growl didn't work) Anyways, this week I really came to terms with my anger and bitterness and am now searching out the next step. It is because of people like you that I didn't stay in that angry,poor me place too long.
So thanks for the support and kind words
Love Simone
