Of course I am kidding!
hahaha
Aw but Lisa, I was sorry to read that you are so horribly sick. It's odd the timing of you getting hit with an infection when you've had a long (unplanned) treatment break from remicade. Maybe in a weird way, that's a bit of luck working for you.
Get well soon! (I'll let Alan know that he can relax for a bit. lol)
