Hi Pink,

Im so sorry you are having such a rough time right now...and no your not a bad person for just praying when you are sick, God tells us he knows whats on our hearts even before we utter it, I know at times it seems he isn't listening but he is.

Pray anyway, if you believe in God if someone doesn't then meditate or do whatever you need to do to get thru the day.

I so know about the money and the bills, I have 5 Drs alone and then you add a husband, and kids Drs. and out youngest had to have an operation in march and we had a $5000.00 deductible and the surgery was right about 5 and they arent real patient when you tell them you dont have the money..I have to take it just one day at a time, sometimes just an hour at a time, today is one of those days.

Just know we are here, and you can pm me anytime, I hope things get better and somehow you can find some relief.

Hugs,

Lisa

Speak kindly, Live simply, Care deeply, Love generously, and BLAH, HA, HA, LOUDLY! every chance you get.