just so tired. feeling down. quite depressed actually. stopped by the college and asked how I can get my registration money refunded. I can't get a student loan, can't find a job which does NOT involve standing for long periods of time, lifting stuff or excessive bending. Simply pitiful. I am disabled! I am stuck in a really tough place. Unable to afford to go back to school nor does it really makes sense to spend so much money chasing a dream if I can't physically work. Too young to retire and too young for pension. What is left now? Thank you for everyone's kind suggestions and words, they are all appreciated.
