Kickas.org Forums Ankylosing Spondylitis General Discussion #1 AS Web Support Group Update

Bridget,
I can't believe he actually showed up at the funeral, the jerk!

I'm so sorry you have so many devastating things going on right now.

God is right there with you, though you can't feel it. And when you can't feel God, the rest of us will hold you in God's hands for you.

Karen

((Bridget)) I sat here and wrote for 40 minutes to you from my heart and shared things that I have never shared with anyone else and I prayed and I hurt with you and do you know what. It absolutely disappeared. I am so sorry. I have to to go PT and will try again later.

I promised you a personal PM and I did it and I don't know what happened but I will do it again.

We keep you in our heart here at home constantly. I hope you are hanging in. I haven't been here in a while but I want you to know how special you are to me and therefore to us. I am praying for you and hurting for you.

Hugs.
Possi

Hey thanks everyone so much, I appreciate it tons.

Today's my second day back at work.

Chris is in Critical condition, unresponsive, with high fever, heart rate, etc. They think he's got an infection but can't find it. They're asking his parents about a Do-Not-Resuscitate order.

Bloody [**BLEEP**]. I know that's gonna be bleeped but I feel like saying it anyway.

*hugs*
Bridge

PS oh yeah it's official - I'm flaring. Not huge so far, thank goodness.

Chris.....I can not even say his name with out tearing up, this is every families nightmare.

I know there is nothing that I or anyone can say right now that will bring you or his family any relief...there are so many things that I do not understand and taking a fine young man from his family and this life is one of them.

Bridge, I also know that you are a wonderful, beautiful young lady and you are NOT being punished for anything.

I have often at times thought I was being punished for something although I have been a "good girl" my whole life.

Despite all you and your family have gone thru and are going thru you still have a ton of love and support here and with your family and friends.

I think (which I try not to do too much of) for Thanksgiving the whole week before Bill is going to fly me and Tori and Ethan to New Mexico for Thanksgiving with his family. I would love somehow for us to get to meet you and your family and for you to meet mine.

If you have any misgivings pm Possi we have met and she knows all the low down on me and my family...lol

I am serious if you would like to meet us and spend some time together, I will move heaven and earth to try and see you.

Im sorry I probly should have put this in a pm.

You know I am here anytime.

HUGS,

Lisa

Hi Bridget

There are many words I would love to say, but I am having such a hard time communicating them. Why so much hurt has to be dealt to one family. Chris, is just a baby, and hasn't even had a chance in life.

Through many tears, I hope for a miracle. My thoughts and prayers are continuing to be said that Chris's life be spared of the pain, of this ugly disease.

I wish I could be there to hugs you, and Chris just to show you how much I care.

Much love, thoughts, prayers and many hugs are going your way and for your family.

Gerri