Amy,
Begin tonight. Take care of yourself. You can do it. The next time I try the NSD- I want ot be hospitalized. Byt the 4th day I just wanted to die, and really thought the pain would kill me.
It all makes sense to me, because I hae felt that way too.
NSD- maybe a leave of absence, exercise as you can. See the answers are within you. The things you fear telling your mom, tell someone here. What I have buried through the years grew to be monsters! We control our destiny, take yours over!
Much love my friend,
Lon
