Just wanted you to know how sorry I am that you are having such a rough time. I do know what it is like to have to give up something you love to this horrible disease.

Right now the ONLY reason I can walk (short term) is due to Remicade and Oxycontin.

I was lucky enough to have what i needed for disability and I am so thankful for that.

Not sure how you feel about pain meds but there are some you could take without hindering your job. You might talk to you Dr. about it.

Good luck in whatever you decide.

Lisa

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