Oh my god honey i've been away too much I just now saw this. I'm so sorry. My cousin Annie died the same way, age 23, when her son was a baby. It's so hard, so so hard to get through, and it is OK to feel angry with her, please remember that. You and your family are in my prayers, honey.
HUGS,
Bridget



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