Yah, I want to quit, know I have to quit, know all the reasons I have to quit, but frankly? Don't care. That's the problem. Even my family doctor has told me that there's no point me trying until things calm down in my life. Which the way it looks right now, could be 2525.

I quit for almost 10 years back in January '89. And have been smoking for about 12 years since starting again. I've quit over and over and over and over during the past few years. There's a great Nicorette commercial that addresses this. You have to quit quitting, and stop. I even bought the Nicorette puffer. Carry it around with me, too. Stopped for a week right after Christmas. Then life slammed me in the back of the head at the beginning of January ... again ... for the umpteenth time in the past 18 months ... and I said [*bleep*] it.

Anywhooo, I'll quit. I have to. But it won't be this week.

Hugs,


Kat

A life lived in fear is a life half lived.
"Strictly Ballroom"