50years ago, I had a fever, stiffness, extreme pain, which caused me to do very selfish things, searching for pleasure and fun.
Many years of back pain / stiffness / joint pain
memory and goofy feelings / seeing stars, etc
15 years ago added new flu like symptoms
back surgeries, shoulder surgeries / injectins / drugs

jaw / head ache that is / was unbeleivabley bad

this spring = pneumonia, viral bug antiobiotics for 6 weeks

jaw aches = root canals needed dug up and cleaned

My eye isw scratched at the hospital by a buble gum chewing yong girl...give ma a grand-ma for a nurse, poleezzeee

I came home from the hospital with C - Diff.

bloodin my urine and stool
I am in my second round of this stinking crap that makes every inch of my bowles burn, embarrassing diahrea

I see 4 objects in the injured eye
every inch of my body aches / I can't see / I am dizzy

But some day I will have a new body. some day I will have the opportunity to be complete and whole!

Thanks for reading, how can I help you. It does help to vent. Do you need someone to listen..


I keep the New Covenant,
when I fail....I am pulled
back into place by HIM.