Belove,
I see a few are still reading....

can't stay NSD long enough to get the habit down

I have lost 30 lbs, from last year

the pain is pretty much everyday all day, but I can walk now!

cymbalta and gabapentine seem to keep me going.

I was angry for a week or so, realizing that I may be done working....

If I can help any one let me know. I enjoy being alive, I get tired and get discouraged.... But I have been really blessed and have got to do far more than I ever dreamed.