Thx for the love. Much needed. My time and options are running out. I am in shock and so much pain. I haven't really slept since. Ruths 3 week hospital stay in july. Exhausted. I just wanna curl up and sleep forever. Now to find a lawyer to prove my innocence so I don't lose the kids. Oh wait. That takes money. Shoot. Going to Lons in a bit.


~ Trudi: homeschooling mom to 6: 16,14,11,9,7, 6 mos