Erie - So sorry to hear of your pain - both emotional and physical. I can imagine how hard it must be to say farewell to your beloved cat from afar. I have lost several wonderful cats over the years, and it never seems to get any easier to let them go. I hope you find comfort in knowing that Smokey enjoyed a long life, nurtured by your love. I'm sure she will always be a part of you. If it might help to speak of her, I'd love to hear some of your memories. By the way, she is beautiful!
Sounds to me like you need good medical attention sooner than later. Please don't put off finding a new doc if you can help it. Can I help? I'm sure you know that the physical pain and fatigue during a time of depression and stress can really put you over the edge. Can you ask for more time on your term paper? I wish you whatever comforts you and I hope you can rest somehow (in a comfy chair?). Be good to yourself. - Patrice
Ah, that a man's reach should exceed his grasp, or what's a heaven for? - Browning
