Marco,
I have read your 8 pages as well as all of the exchanges in this thread. Normally, I would choose to avoid these types of posts from the outset, as evidenced by my limited number of postings. However, in my post to Kathy I have drawn a response from you that I choose to address along with your interaction here. I will not address your written piece.
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Do not be sorry about 'anything'....you are attaching yourself to the premise that I feel pain...however I am 'sorry' ...because I am not attached to 'anything' i forgot to attach myself to the premise that 'you' feel pain....and you are all attaching yourself to the notion that I could be 'malicious' , i am not attached to anything....and a computer virus is something which is insignificant if your looking for X........
First, I never posted "anything" indicating that I was sorry or felt the slightest remorse about my feelings regarding your attachment.
Second, a computer virus is not insignificant if it were to effect my ability to provide for my family, which is something I look at everyday.
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...and yes i have been smoking some good weed...
Suddenly, and without warning, your written delirium begins to make some sense.
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i have discovered that 'drugs' (from the earth, medical sciences drugs are very dangerous).. can help one to 'detach' from the physical world, and when I re-attach myself to 'something' when I am 'high'...i see much more 'truth' in 'something', because I am not distracted by my attachments to the 'physical world'........so if you've ever wondered if putting all our world-leaders into a room and making them hit the bong, would solve world problems....indeed it would...
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i have seen 'enlightenment'....i am trying to contact the dalai lamma, in order to help his cause...and now I can help Pello....and I can help all of you.....
You create your own reality, we all do. I see the world when I look with my heart. But you clamp down on everyone else and minimize their existence for living freely in their reality. I take issue with that controlling tone more so than your drug induced transcendentalism.
Drugs can ease chronic pain, but they do not open the freeway between the heart and the head. Your sad devotion to drugs has not brought you true enlightenment or enhanced connection to the physical world, or helped you conjure up a cure for AS, or gifted you with clairvoyance sufficient to understand those who have responded thus far in this thread.
Instead,drugs have numbed you and reduced you to writing manifestos of murmurings and ramblings. Drugs will not help you help Dan or Kathy or free Pello. Nor will they give wisdom to the leaders of the world.
Again this from the first quote cited above:
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....you are attaching yourself to the premise that I feel pain...however I am 'sorry' ...because I am not attached to 'anything' i forgot to attach myself to the premise that 'you' feel pain....
You don't feel anything Marco? Ever? A man was arrested in my community this week who was known by many to be "a little off'. He proclaimed his reality that he was in fact deity on street corners and to the homeless, he often used LSD and drank a lot. Most people regarded him as outwardly harmless, but avoided him because he was incoherent and made them uncomfortable. Those that really knew him experienced a manipulative and violent temper just beneath the surface despite his outward pacifism. He also wrote a manifesto, his was 27 pages encouraging people to repent of their old ways and accept a new path to enlightenment. It conveniently gave him permission by way of commandment to take 7 plural wives. He was arrested Wednesday for the 9 month abduction of 15 year old Elizabeth Smart. I wonder if he felt anything in his state of mind? How could he?
Is that your prescription Marco? To not feel anything? The world is pain Marco. Life is pain. It's also joy and promise. The reality of the past, good and bad; combined with the potential held by the future and the quickness of the moment that is today. There's a balance, and if you can't feel that you're farther gone than I thought. I seriously wonder about anyone who doesn't feel pain and is not "attached to anything".
Your pal,
Deanpaul
