sure give me a guilt complex now by making everyone have anxiety attack over me being quiet to long......ive cooled down now.....me and the wife actually talked i aint goin anywhere and she is going to try and not yell at me or put me down anymore....and my posting i did on myspace woke my whole family up hehehe i found out who told my wife about what the doc told me and stuff...it was my sister...she eased dropped when me and my youngest daughter was talking about it,,,my youngest is my confidant and i am hers......she has always been there for me.....so i guess this means ya all are stuck with me for a bit longer...besides my scooter aint working so i cant go anywhere anyway.......thank you all for your prayers and your strength im not 100% better but since i started smoking again its a wee bit better....oak
