Thanks Sue, I'm just takin' it one day at a time here.
I must say it has done absolute wonders for my mental health. My wife told me yesterday that I was "nice again" - like the man she'd married. The pain just wore me down so much that I didn't really see how it was changing me.
Now that I know there is relief to be had, even if it only lasts for a short while, my entire perspective has changed. All I wanted was some way to escape the pain even just for a few minutes now and then.
This just feels right, I have that feeling that I am on the right path again. This is what I needed.
I also woke myself up around 5am screaming in pain. Perhaps I ought to eat some pot cookies before bedtime...lol
Take care of yourself,
Chris
