Back to square 1.
Turns out I have an allergy to the oxycodone.
I have to now stop taking it immediately.
And for the next 3 days I will have no pain relief at all.
Ok so the oxycodone wasn't helping that much with the pain but it did take the edge off it.
Was realy scarey last night and then even though the dose was reduced I still reacted bad.
I realy hate this I do and I hate coming here and complaining when I know all of you are going through your own [*bleep*].
I know you have all said its ok but I still feel realy guilty I can't help that. Anyway feeling realy down and out thanks for putting up with me.