Oh Bridge.... Wow, you've got some serious mental strength. yes Ditching the perks must not have been fun at all.
I'd guess this tremor thing is just going to take a bit of time and you'll be back atter again. Patience...
How are your pain levels now that you're off them? Doing ok? I see from FB you've been super busy. I don't know how you do everything you do!
Hey, do you accept paypal as payment? Much easier for international payments.
Hang in there, they'll come right again. You'll be beading again soon.
hugs!