Hello Bridget
You sound totally overwhelmed by everything at the moment and I'm not surprised with the amount of pain you are in, the withdrawal - and on top of that worrying about household chores, your garden, bringing in extra money with the beading and looking after your baby and husband. (I know looking after your baby is a pleasure to you and I'm sure your husband helps you loads - BUT it is a hell of a lot to deal with day in day out at this time).
I'm sure you can see, when you list it all out, why you are feeling so panicy.
Go easy on yourself, sweetie, you should only be doing the bare mininum at the moment to help you get through this withdrawal thing at least.
Forget the house, the gardnen, the beads and anything else that can wait for a few days.
Rest up and cuddle that lovely baby of yours (I know you can't pick her up at the moment).
Remember: you are an amazing Mummy, you are a lovely wife, you soldier on against all odds - you are a wonderful, beautiful, special person and you do not have to be superwoman all the time. Take a little break and be kind to yourself honey.
Lots of love,
Tink xxx
