Yes, I was gonna do it. But then that stupid common sense kicked in as I was reading up on how to do it. Didn't like the idea of vomit making me look messy. Didn't like the idea of pooping my pants before I went. That darn common sense.

Those stories which make everything sound so rosy were making it sound very black and messy.

Then I remembered my group's report was due today and that I hadn't worked on it all week long. I had to go in just to let them know I failed that too.

Then I saw my classmate in pain and off I went to the hospital with her.

When she wanted to donate blood, I went with her for moral support even though I knew I couldn't donate. I even went to sing with her for Remembrance day even though I can't sing well.

I would be making an awful mistake. That was when God stepped in and saved me.

- Carpal Tunnel in BOTH hands
- Depression (MDD) Major Depressive Disorder
- Pituitary Adenoma
- Scoliosis
- Spinal Arthritis with bone spurs on spine
- Multiple Scoliosis diagnosed
- Herniating spinal disc
- HLAB27+
- Final diagnosis: Mild lumbar spondylosis

Previously told Mechanical Back 'Issues'. Hate this term!