
I've been on Enbrel since January this year and at times i've strugled to give myself the injection but today I JUST CANT DO IT.
I feel such a wus but I was shaking and nearly throwing up as I held the pen to my leg, I sat for about 40 mins with it in my hand putting it against my skin then taking it off WHY COULDN'T I JUST PRESS THE STUPID BUTTON?
I'm in so much pain today too and I kept thinking its only gonna be 10 short seconds but it hurts like hell and feels like a lifetime and even the pain i'm in with my back and hips I still cant push the dam thing.
I made a call to my rheumy nurse but shes on answer machine and hasn't rung back i think this is it i'm at the end of the road for injecting myself I'm worried.