Kickas.org Forums Ankylosing Spondylitis General Discussion #1 AS Web Support Group Most lovely Christmas Present

Janet, your such a dear friend, and I so like communicating with you. We have had similiar surgeries (lol), we truly understand.

I so hate this depression, and ongoing pain. I tried, I really did not want to have a depression attack. I promised Chris, that I would not be near Emily, if it happened. I stayed away from him and my lovely Emily for 4 hours.

Chris, apologized profusely. He was always the caring one. How many times he picked me off the ground, after I had fallen again, when he was a young boy. Maybe the upcoming liver biopsy has them scared. I know I am scared out of my mind of what they may find. Jason was with me when the doctor said, that my liver enzymes have been high for too long for something not to be going on.

Janet, I will PM you later. I am trying to get my body moving. Sleeping on a mattress on the floor, and up half the night, trying to fix my CPAP, finally getting working. This morning I couldn't move, I crawled slowly off that mattress. I sure felt much pain this morning.

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Gerri

Ben, I very seldom drink, but one drink a year. I was never a drinker, never a drug user, yet I have elevated liver enzymes and my gastro is concerned. I figured that my liver enzymes were going to be high anyways because of the antibiotic (Macrobid - can't take with alcohol). I waited 24 hours after completing this medication, because I was warned that taking this medication with alcohol was bad. So I had my Bailey's Irish cream, (lol) then disater broke loose.

Chris has apologized profusely. I don't understand why he said the things he said. Maybe he is as scared as I am about the upcoming biopsy on the 2nd. Chris was alway the caring child. Many times he picked me off the ground when he was younger, because I had fallen yet again.

Chris and Jason are also showing many signs of AS, and many of my other health issues, also my severe allergies. Chris was showing signs of AS at 16. I am HLA b27 positive.

Thanks to you and my friends here at KickAS, I am still here to fight another days battle. Tears are still here. Each message I answer helps, and shows me that I have a family who cares.

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Gerri

Hi Buggy, you are such a dear friend.

The tears are still here just below the surface.

Chris, has apologized profusely. I still don't understand what set him off. Maybe he is just as scared as I am about the upcoming liver biopsy on the 2nd.

I will PM with my phone number, but I won't be home until about the 5th of January. I am at Hubby's place, and he can't receive phone calls. Maybe that set my son off. I am married, yet I am legally separated. I have been living apart from hubby for over a year now. Because my son is going away for New Years, I had to be somewhere, so I am at hubby's place, because I am having biopsy, here in this city. I slept on a mattress on the floor. My CPAP stopped during the night, at 1 am. I had to get it working, I stop breating 41 times per hour without my machine. I got it working and then went back to sleep. Kind hubby woke me up at 5 am. He didn't know I was up half the night. I crawed off the mattress in much pain this morning.

Will PM you later.

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Gerri

Thanks Tim, for your kind words, and being true KickAS friend.

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Gerri

Thanks Jaybird

Chris has apologized profusely, but the tears are still here just below the surface.

I just don't understand, because Chris was always the one when he was younger who would pick me off the ground, when I had fallen yet again.

Maybe they are just as scared as I am about the upcoming liver biopsy on the 2nd. I have had elevated liver enzymes for years, my son Jason was with me when the doctor said that there was something going on, because of the number of years the enzymes have been elevated.

Thanks for the prayers and strength they are much needed.

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Gerri

Tom, thanks for the lovely quote. Even after the upset words spoken by my son. I told him I still loved him. I tell my boys often I love them.

Chris has apologized profusely. Maybe my upcoming liver biospy has him as scared as I am. Chris was alway a very caring child. He was always there picking my off the ground after I had fallen yet again. It was very much a shock when he said what had said.

Thanks for being there for me.

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Gerri

Thanks Sherri, for being such a caring friend.

Chris has apologized profusely. I just didn't understand how he could say what he said. He has picked me off the ground so many times after I had fallen.

He knows the pain I am in because he has pain in his back since he was 16, both my boys have. They are just starting. They have the same allergies. They also have two parents with sleep apnea. Jason already diagnose with sleep apnea, Chris doesn't want to get tested.

Sherri I will Pm you later.

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Gerri

Thanks Karen for being there for me.

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Gerri

Dean, my sons are an age that they should know better than treat a parent that way. I don't know what set Chris off. He has since apologize profusely.

I am going for a liver biopsy on the 2nd, maybe he is just as scared as I am. I am so scared I really need my boys there for me. My life has always been my boys. I just don't understand.

Jason, was with me when the gastro doctor said that there was something going on. My liver enzymes have been elevated too long for there not to be something going on.

Dean, thank you for being there for me.

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Gerri

Sigrid, thanks so much for the cyber hug.

At a time I need my boys, with this up coming liver biospy on the 2nd, I just don't understand why they are so insensitive, maybe they are just a scared as I am.

Thanks for the pray, I truly need it, and thanks for being there for me.

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Gerri