Dear Sherri... I'm am so sorry to hear about what you are going through. Please know that you are not alone. You have friends right here and we're not just net-friends but very real people who care and wish to see you get the help you need to get through this very rough time.
It is frustrating and maddening to hear you had such an unhelpful experience at your local hospital. I wonder if you could have that prescription just partially filled? I have in past asked a pharmacy to sell me as little as 10 pills (to see if I tolerate them) before spending the money on a whole script for whatever. I believe most pharmacies are willing to do this for their customers. The pharmacy also might be a useful resource to find out about any provincial programs available in your province that could assist in covering medicine costs.
Please call me any time if you wish to talk.

love mig