Chelle,
I donot know when you mom passed. But I have been in prayer for you, for your loved ones. Please know that I bleieve our lord and Savior waits for us with open arms for those who belong to HIM. The loss you feel for mom is one that will bring on precious memories for years to come.
It causes us to make memories for those who live on after us. As you live for God now, remember this life is a gift, use your time to bless others and your reward will also be a fit one in years to come.
We love you gal.
Lon