Please feel free to skip over this rant because that is what it is. I don't know if it is just from the pain or it could be also a combination of crap I have had to deal with in the medical profession.

I don't know but I am so negative and very angry/aggressive.
I am not normally like this.
Does anyone else find they get like this when in a bad flare?

I really think I need to get treatment for this pain but I have lost all faith in doctors and the medical industry. I am worried that if I seek treatment all that will happen is I will have many hours of waiting having to sit in a chair (I can only sit for a few minutes) therefore my pain and stiffness will only be worse. Then I will likely be given a shot of morphine and sent on my way only to be in a worse position when the medication wears off.

This negativity is almost as bad as the pain. Grrr I hate being so wound up like this.