Michelle,
I know all of us wish we could be there foir a bit to encourage you and lift you up!
Psalms 15:4-5
4 who despises a vile man
but honors those who fear the LORD,
who keeps his oath
even WHEN IT HURTS,
5 who lends his money without usury
and does not accept a bribe against the innocent.
He who does these things
WILL NEVER BE SHAKEN.
IT IS NOT THAT, "THINGS" WILL BE OK, YOU MY PRECIOUS FRIEND WILL BE, OK. Cause you are stronger than earthly possessions, you know what it is to love and be loved.
Br'er Lon