Hi Pam thanks for being there for me.

I am still here, but quick to tears. My son apologized profusely, especially after hubby came over to pick up my stuff.

My son can't understand how my hubby and I are separated and still be married. Well the government were kind enough to declare us separated, because we don't live together and haven't for over a year. I am only at his home because I have no where else to go. My son's was going away for New Years I didn't want to be by myself. So I sleep on the floor on a mattress in spare bedroom, not in the same bed as hubby. So this morning I woke up with such pain. I crawled out of bed, on my hands and knees couldn't get off the mattress. My CPAP stopped working in the one plug during the night about 1am. I had to try and figure out why it wasn't working. I moved it to another area, and finished my sleep, until dear hubby came in woke me up, not realizing I was up most the night. (lol) He was use to my 5 am get up time.

"AS is hereditary Maybe he WILL get a chance to know what you go through."

My son has had pain from his back since he was sixteen. He had/has people walk on his back, because he figured that helps. He complains daily of pain in his hips. I am HLA B27 positive. I would say he is already showing signs. He says there are others older, who are in more pain than I am. There are very few who have the ongoing pain I have, and can't ever have medication. Chris will get his just rewards, and so will his brother Jason, who also has pains in back, Raynauds etc, because they both have my severe allergies. Chris couldn't understand why I worked so hard for many years. I found the work did quiet the pain.

People started complaining that I dropped things breaking them. Income tax complained I made too many errors doing our business income tax, and told me I should not have been doing because of my health issues. The government told me to apply for the Canadian Tax Credit, which the doctor is going back, until the time the government was saying I started showing problem with them, that was seven years years ago.

Even though the doctor can trace back 1987 and before. It was in 1992, when I received whiplash from a car accident, and the ongoing progress/decline of my health issues to (2000) when the government noticed, is when the doctor said he can go back to, for the tax credit.

Chris is also showing signs of Central Auditory Processing Disorder. I step back and didn't say a word. He doesn't go out. He finds it hard to communicated. He is so much like me it isn't funny. It was what he said that hurts. I know he didn't mean it. He is also scared of the upcoming liver biopsy, maybe more scared. Not to say I am not scared out of my mind.

Hugs

Gerri