Hi Russell thanks so very much for being there for me.
"especially considering that they have both inherited your entire genetic 'treasure chest". Your so right there. My sons are showing signs of AS and have shown signs since there teens. They both show signs of Central Auditory Processing Disorder, but we won't go there. Both their father and I have Sleep Apnea, so guess what, they will be using a CPAP in their future. Both my son's refuse to believe that they have sleep apnea. Jason has already been told he has Sleep Apnea, but doesn't want to do anything about it until it gets in Severe range like I did. That is his problem.
"Maybe these two thoughts will congeal and something compassionate will dawn on them!" They don't want to believe, and they are scared of what the upcoming liver biopsy is going to show. Until they seen my health decline, we were always very close. I am hoping they will come around because I need them in my life.
Chris, did apologized profusely. He knew I was extremely upset, I didn't talk with him for 4 hours. I also promised when I became depressed I would not make a scene in front of my granddauther. I was too upset, there was no way I would let her see me that way.
I so appreciate all the love I am receiving from everyone here. Just typing back is helping me.
"I think I can speak for all of us here when I say 'We love you'."
P.S. "I make a wicked good white russian... with a scoop of vanilla ice cream on top!" It sounds so good, but all I allowed myself was the one drink. I already knew my liver enzymes would be sky high with the antibiotic.
Hugs
Gerri
