Hey CC, I can't see that picture, but I would LOVE to! How lucky to have baby owls within camera shooting distance! It was hilarious when I had the baby magpies in the tree across the street - they're such big, awkward babies. Too bad my cat just doesn't get that he's supposed to like to hunt. He just doesn't get it AT ALL. Such a love, but he'd last all about a day and a half in the wild, he's so clueless. A lover, not a fighter, that one. The 2 cats I had growing up sound more like yours - I bet yours is doing that cute "chatter" thing cats do when they go absolutely mental when they see a bird outside.
I have a whole stash of nabilone still here, but instructions not to take it anymore. It's tempting though, let me tell you. All my symptoms were intensified when I came off it last time, so I'm not sure if I want to go through that again either. And it just made me SO stoned. I mean seriously. Even at the lowest dose. I'd need someone here to take care of me in that state. lol I'm thinking about talking to my doctor about taking it again though anyways...
It might be the end of my relationship if I do take more meds, esp the nabilone - Glen is convinced the reason I'm worse right now, is because I took the nabilone in July/Aug. He's always convinced every drug makes me worse, actually. It's a very, very touchy subject in our relationship, and it's something we're going to have to work though. I need a doctor to explain things like that to Glen. Things like the meds are being used to HELP my neuropathy - I had to keep increasing the dose to help the pain, and Glen was convinced the gabapentin/morphine was making the neuropathy worse. But I swear the neuropathy ITSELF was getting worse, and I needed more meds to help control the pain, you know? But there's no way to prove that.
Electrolytes are normal - bloodwork shows they're fine. I'm sure I'm getting enough liquid in me with the gravol. I think today I'm doing slightly better too.
I sleep about 12 hours a day lately.
I won't give up. It's been trying at times. Lots of very low points lately. My cat's been hilarious though. Us sleeping 12 hours a day is making him one seriously happy cat. I spend alot of time reading, sort of (my attention span is shot lately) and watching funny movies - I figure laughter is probably the best medicine right now. I was trying to find upbeat stuff on TV (I honestly haven't watched much tv in my life), but do you know how hard that is these days? It's crazy. No wonder depression is on the rise. Even the comedy channel was sort of all dark humor. Ya can't win. Thank goodness for you tube. lol Take care!
