You are like our KickAS mommy here Possi, always good advice and trying to cheer us up. :-) And a enchilada recipe to boot smile

Absolutely no desire for food today just an apple frown

Work and family is what keeps us all going basically, I don't think it's fair what happened in your case you sound like a real passionate person about lot of things and that makes it even harder when disease strikes.

I cried a lot yesterday and collapsed on the floor, I miss my dad.

He died in August 2014.

Mom was admitted to a psychiatric intensive care unit after the funeral.

When I came back home to see our empty house my knees bent like jelly and I had no strenght to go through the front door and stayed outside for a few minutes trying not to break down.

I don't wish what I have been through to anyone.