I am so sorry for your grief. I still grieve my parents. I am so sorry for you Mom. She needs some hugs "every day".
I like being "KickAS Mommy". That made me smile.
I told my husband about giving you the enchilada recipe and he was wondering if you would have tortillas and other things to go with it.

I have no idea what you main foods are. Actually we eat lot of vegetables and fruits and chicken. We eat some beef. The enchiladas just sounded good here during the cold strtch of weather.
What you have been through is so very hard. How is your Mom doing? My sister lost her husband about 1 1/2 years and she is a few years younger than I am. She has had such a hard time during the Christmas season. We are all alike in how we love our families.
I hope you have a good week and that tomorrow is a better day for you. I know your dad would love to be there with you and would be proud of how you are fighting to be healthy.
Blessings for you and your Mom.