Hi Frederick - The change has IMHO been for the good. I'm trying very hard not to be over optimistic either with myself or anyone reading me . But - and thats a big BUT - things are changing quite fast for me . and I think for the better . as I wrote - I'm no Doctor . The pain situation has altered. what was that excruciating intense grab at the pain center (how ever that works) which seems in absolute control and could go - up through the gears , or subside, seemingly on a whim . has stopped .
Now whats replaced it isn't roses either Fred . Its a dull ache . Not intense , not piercing, not powerful (if you know what I mean) but never the less - There.
Over the years I've become a reluctant respecter of A.S - even though I didn't know its name. It ebbs and flows , Its quiet and it flairs up , Its a torment pure and simple!
At the moment Fred I'm starting to whisper very quietly to myself, I might ,Just might , have stumbled on one of keys that can unlock this condition .
Let me show you a very unimportant bit of overgrown scrub land that used to be ' a little garden'in an english Noth west town. - You'll see it's not a thing of beauty . but to me very significant .
I never ever thought in my dreams I'd cut this grass again . So Its not a great sight - It was a great effort for me so it might (again just might) be one of the most important bits of neglected garden your ever going to look at .
I managed to do that . Now I know pride comes before a fall , and that hack job doesn't look anything special - however I'm so proud of it . one of Adam's gardens couldn't look better! .
Things are getting better . (so far touch wood) in fact touch anything that might help !
Also - one of those very powerful things is starting to form - An idea . The easiest person to delude is myself - I can stand that ! still I wouldn't want to delude you reading me, so all I can say with certainty is - things are changing
My kindest regards to everyone reading me ( just say a little prayer that I might be right ) you know the twists and turns of AS as well me! - Duncan
