Icky,
Peace be with you. Cry, its a sign of emotion and not a bad one. I think we have all been at that point and I for one truly understand. Icky you have become a stonger person by being able to let go and not holding in all the hurt. Only people who experience pain 24/7 can truly understand the total weight we carry every day. Sure we do it but it can load a person down so its right to let some go, lighten the load so to speak. Be good and kind as always and peace be with you and your family.
Rickey