Wow Doug...you have really been through it....
I just have to say how much I have enjoyed this thread....because this is the type of thread that brings us all together ....getting an opportunity to lay aside our "up front" faces...and expose what is really going inside each of us...it is amazing at how this disease can break you down and make you see life in a way that you never have before...and reading your words....listening how you laid down every thing you had heard growing up about "men don't cry"....and just sobbing...letting it out...calling your dad for help...that is the real life that we lead.
I am so glad that Icky opened the door for people to talk about what is going on inside...to share their pain....and for me..sometimes it's more fear than pain...being reminded every day how fragile this human body is we live in....and the worry about the future fighting this thing.
Thank you for sharing your honest emotions with all of us...knowing more about each other...strengthens the bonds that we all share...helping us to come here and continue loving and supporting those people who are in pain.
hugs....Debbie....http://www.geocities.com/debb92688
