Hi Mig
Someone from the other side! Are there others like you on Kickas as well?
I was very interested in your comments. You say your reticence to start on an LSD/NSD is due to a fear of losing more weight. I started experimenting with diet long before I knew about Kickas and LSD. By intermittently fasting I lost 20 kilos. Too easily, too fast I thought. I even started a thread on 'weight gain on LSD?'. I started consuming lots of cream and full-cream milk (I may be sensitive to dairy, but if so it is very subtle) and put back a little weight. However a naturopath persuaded me that I was not going to restore the muscle I lost and all I would put back would be fat, which was what I had observed.
So now I have given up on putting back muscle and have learned to accept my skinny body. I have a huge protein breakfast and lots of fish and salad during the rest of the day. By eating a lot of the foods within the diet my weight has stabilised and, although I seem to have much less muscle, I am almost as strong as before. I am just so determined to lick this disease. Lately the sacrifice has paid off and I'll never turn back now.
I like all the foods you list and miss them terribly but I now have an iron resolve and never (well rarely) touch anything outside my plan. I'm sorry, but I can't understand you not trying the diet in over 20 years. I accept what you say about food - "...just feel that food is the last good sensation I get from life." but why not give it a try, for a few weeks at least, eating more of the foods within the diet. You can then judge whether it is worth the sacrifice.
I see you waded into the debate about Ebringer. I have too, as you will see elsewhere, and I am expecting to be heaped with derision! I think some Kickas people expect that when he dies if he can't make to the right side he will at least be seated at the left side of God.
Wally