Hi Ray,
I hope that you don't think that you are alone in feeling this way, my friend. I'm sure we all are one word, sight, or question from some extremly volitile emotions. Every single day, I go from feelings of strength and being able to take on the world to not feeling like anything is worth a thing, and I wonder why go on. I go through bigger overall cycles, but I can't remember a day when I didn't feel down in a hole at some point, and it is at these points where I am a word or sight away from balling. I can completly relate to your experience.
Take care, it is a hard road we travel, and it would be desolate too if not for KA. Don't worry about having to rest for a while along the journey.
Take care my friend
Daniel
