Iam surprised I am here posting tonight, when I first joined here I was more messes up than a soup sandwich. I had alot of things going wrong, physical, financial, and last but not least, mental. I had to go on Social security, even had to move in with my parents. Nothing like being poor and sick at the same time, fighting with the insurance company. Not getting paid, denied claims, anxiety and mostly losing my independence.
I go see the company doctor next week, they will likely give me an early retirement.
I want to try and work again if they will let me. But I really am not confident I can make a go of it even though Iam feeling better.
Some changes at work since I left, 10 hour shifts, and more.
I have been exercising the past few months, in order to get back in work mode.and feeling decent in comparison to when I left.
should I go ahead and retire or go back? Iam afraid of going back and failing again, but I feel like I should try.
