Thanks ev.yone for your replies and helpful insight.
I had an appointment today with my doctor, he took x rays of my lower back.
This night time pain is scary it hurts so bad. I dread going to bed because I know what the night will bring, I am exhausted. If this is a template for the rest of my life, I hope God has mercy and let's me go. That sounds awful, but quality of life is what makes it bearable. I have recovered from a list of things only to wind up hurting just as bad somewhere else.
My job is gone and there is no going back. I will just have to deal with it and put it behind me. Now I just need to focus on simple things first, getting some s
