Yes, I am careful about what shoes I wear also, I have tossed a couple new pair of shoes away in the past.
Iam going to be moving into an apartment tomorrow, it is a decent place, its very clean and the location is good.
I called my doctor today and requested a hospital bed, Iam waiting for news on that. I hope its very soon.
I think the best way for me is to just take care of myself at this time.
I need very little, a place that I feel at home, that I can relax my mind, and hopefully get some better quality sleep.