Hi Elmer,

I haven't talked to you in a while.

The disability retirement is so tough. Having to quit working when you still have the want to is the hardest thing.

I have to ask "why" you think you "should" try. If you want to and not because you "should" then I would go for it. I have lived too much of my with "shoulds".

One thing is making the effort to work because you want to and your not body not being up to it is not "you" failing. It is just your body not in the physical condition to work. Just think that out and know that if it doesn't work, you gave it all you had because that was what you wanted to do and your body just couldn't do it. That is not a failure.

I want to work also it is not to be. One thing is since my body cratered, I got old. smile

I am sure nothing I have said came out the way I meant it to. I hope Lon shows up. His words always come out right.

No one questions the fact that you want to work and you have been trying to get physically stronger. Just go for it knowing that if you can't do it, Elmerfudd didn't fail, his body is just not strong.

Blessings.

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RUN WHEN YOU CAN,
WALK IF YOU HAVE TO,
CRAWL IF YOU MUST,
JUST NEVER EVER GIVE UP!



"A FRIEND HEARS THE SONG IN YOUR HEART AND SINGS IT TO YOU WHEN YOU CAN'T REMEMBER THE WORDS."

"A FRIEND LOOKS THROUGH YOUR BROKEN FENCE TO ADMIRE YOUR FLOWERS."