Thanks for the replies and advice,
social security ticket to work program, I would be going back to the same job, Basically doing the same type of work, although we make a new and updated product. ( transmissions for jeeps )
If I can't do the job I would go back on Social security without reapplyin for benifits.
Life has been hard, I have been on extended time off before, but never this long. I have had to fight and scrap every day, never had any remission from AS. Somthing always hurts, whether I work or not.
My worst pain now is in the low back at night, all night. But I think it will get better when I can get a house or apartment. Sleeping in my parents basement, I feel like " that guy " loser in life...ect. not to mention twice divorced
I expect to fail at some
but I fear
