Yesterday I went to see the plant doctor where I used to work.
Then I talked to my benifits rep today, I am going to retire next month officially.
When I hung the phone the tears began, maybe god is blessing me in his way, I just asuume this is the case. My body is shot, and even though I don't want to admit defeat, I lost a big round in my fight with AS.
If I close my eyes and concentrate, I can still hear the sound of that leaf as the wind blew it away. That was so many years ago.
This was meant to be, it's all just part of being. My situation will change eventually, and I will think of now in a different way, with a smile I am sure.
