I can afford to take care of me and myself, my daughter has been a financial burden on me. She has made some bad decisions and It's me who always has to pay. This has kept me from saving any of my meager income thus keeping me in my current living situation. At some point I need to take care of me, me, me! My dysfunctional family has been alot of stress through the years.
twice married and twice lived with addictions to my pain medication. That is a whole other topic but its just one aspect of how AS has formed my life.
Basically it comes down to this soon, if I work things will work out,
if not, then I get myself an 1 bedroom apartment and far enough away from where I live now, so that I can be responsible for myself and nobody else.
that sounds cruel and hard, but I only have maybe two options.
